Climbing Bryan’s Mountain, 2013 – Part 1

This post is part of a series consisting of excerpts from a journal I keep reflecting on loss, healing, change, and other adventures, usually during the few summer weeks I spend in Sedona, AZ.  Links to the LEAD POST and to Emmanuel House—an organization founded by Rick and Desiree Guzman as a living memorial to Bryan Emmanuel Guzman (1985-2006)—are at the bottom of this page. 

August 5:   Linda and I switch optimist/pessimist roles when it comes to whether Bryan’s tree is doing better or not.  She thinks it looks better each year.  I don’t.  Certainly still a solid little tree, its branches seem to grow by fractions of an inch annually, but to me they also seem fractions more bare, especially on its south side.  A slight anxiety tempers my joy when I see it the first time each August.  I walk around it surveying its condition closely.  I look under it to see whether I can still see some of the ashes we scattered under it now more than six years ago.  Mountain wind and rain carry more away each year, and this year for the first time I had to look very close to see what’s left.  Then I sit down on the rock just to its left and soak in the peace of being by the tree again, seeing the valley below, being surrounded 360 by stunning red rock mountains, and feeling my son’s presence so strong here somehow.

Last year the intense quiet of this first meeting was disrupted because one of the agave plants lying close to it, half underneath it, had bloomed, shooting up a 14-foot stalk. This year the agave was in process of decay, its stalk broken off about four feet from the ground, giving the tree its normal profile back.  I sat peacefully, facing slightly east, thinking nothing could be as surprising as that bloom again, when the peripheral vision of my left eye suddenly sensed small rock piles about 20 feet away.  I turned slowly.  There were three piles, stacked like small cairns about a foot-and-a-half high.  No, there was also a fourth pile, a smaller one in the middle of the three, all four surrounded by what appeared to be randomly scattered rocks.  But as I stood I saw the rocks weren’t random at all.  They were arranged as three interlocking circles, all together about 15 to 17 feet across, the three larger cairns standing at the points the circles intersected on the inside, the small one standing in the middle of it all.  Last year when I saw the agave bloom—a “century plant bloom” they call it—I started shouting right away.  I wrote that I felt like Jimmy Stewart whooping it up about something—Zuzu’s petals, for example—in It’s A Wonderful Life.  This year a slow wonder came over me, until it seemed my whole being was amazed.

TriCircles (1)

Someone had written “11.11” in chalk on the outer intersection of circles one and two.  At the outer intersection of circles two and three “IN UNITY WE THIVE.”  At the outer intersection of circles three and one “WE ARE 1,” and between these two, perhaps spoiling the symmetry, but really not: “LOVE EVERYTHING.”

TriCircles (8)

Under normal circumstances—especially in Sedona, where New Age loopiness often intrudes—I might have seen the whole thing, especially the words, as corny, sentimental, hopelessly romantic.  But even writing this now, the wonder, the sense of being next to something genuinely powerful and peaceful, does not recede.

The interlocked rings go by many names, from “Trinity Rings,” which leans them towards Christian mysticism, to “Bonham Rings,” as in drummer John Bonham, which leans them towards, well, Led Zeppelin!  Leaning towards math (though it’s not quite the same), some call them “Borromean Rings.”  These consist of three interlocked circles with paradoxical  properties.  Removing any one circle results in two unlinked rings, so no two rings actually link to each other.  All three together, however, “are” linked.  “We Are 1,” indeed. Even mathematically, the structure remains full of wonder.

Three circles in Sedona (2)

Three circles, four cairns.  Bryan’s tree in background, far right, with large agave in front.

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“Asia” in the New York Times

NYT Asia 2 - CopyBelow are my choices of the most interesting articles about “Asia” appearing in the New York Times.  “Asia” in a very broad sense:  including all of South Asia, the Philippines, and the “-stans,” (Afghanistan, Kyrgystan…).

I’ve based my little archive on a giant archive being assembled daily by Kenneth Harris, Slippery Rock University, Slippery Rock, PA.  Just about every day Dr. Harris, also mayor of Slippery Rock, sends subscribers to his service a summary of virtually all feature articles on “Asia” in the New York Times, plus a list of all news stories.  I signed up when I first attended a National Endowment for the Humanities seminar at the East-West Center in Hawai’i as part of the Center’s Asian Studies Development Program (ASDP).  Wow, Dr. Harris!  Many thanks almost beyond words.

HERE ARE THE LINKS (going live when material becomes available):

  • NY Times “Asia” 2005-2007
  • NY Times “Asia” 2008
  • NY Times “Asia” 2009
  • NY Times “Asia” 2010
  • NY Times “Asia” 2011
  • NY Times “Asia” 2012
  • NY Times “Asia” 2013
  • NY Times “Asia” 2014

The articles interesting me the most exist at the nexus of the cultural and political, or they focus on the personal behind the news stories of the day.  For example, on March 11, 2012, I made note of three articles:

“Japan Finds Story of Hope in Undertaker Who Offered Calm Amid Disaster,” about a retired undertaker, Chiba, who cared for nearly 1,000 bodies by performing ancient Buddhist rituals in the wake of Japan’s devastating tsunami.

“How India Became America,” Akash Kapur’s op ed complaining that, “The Americanization of India brings prosperity and the collapse of social structures.”  He notes that many are beginning to address their colleagues as “dude”!

“Out at Sea, Relaxing in the Philippines,” Dan Levin’s account of the pleasures of “an utterly aimless sailing  and snorkeling trip near some lesser Filipino islands.”

Being Filipino, articles about the Islands always catch my attention, and so from April 25, 2012, I included the article “Philippine Court Rules Aquino Estate Must Be Split Among 6,000,”  which reports on a landmark Philippine Supreme Court decision ruling that the rambling estate owned by the family of President Benigno S. Aquino III, must be broken up and parceled out to more than 6,000 farmers and their families.  The effort was to remove “a main obstacle to ending the oppressive plantation culture that has dominated the country for decades.”

New York Times series India InkMy choices follow other interests I have had for years.  Because I have used Chang Rae Lee’s great novel A Gesture Life several times in class, for example, I have followed the course of events bearing on the so-called “Comfort Women,” women forced into sexual slavery by Japanese soldiers during World War II.  I noted, then, the May 19, 2012, article “In New Jersey, Memorial for ‘Comfort Women’ Deepens Old Animosity.”  Over the years, I have added many articles about women striving for equality.  On the other end of equality, I have been increasingly concerned about inequality, especially in the United States,* but all too-present everywhere.  The September 1, 2012, article “In Vietnam, Message of Equality Is Challenged by Widening Wealth Gap” reports how the Vietnamese message of social justice and equality clashes “with the realities of an elite awash in wealth and privilege.”  And there is India.  I often think it is closer to me than the country of my birth.  The Times series “India Ink” thus always grabs my attention.

My choices idiosyncratic, certainly, but hopefully still full of useful information and insight into “Asia,” a region whose rising dominance we have all noted for the last few decades.

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* See, for example, my post “Graphic Inequality.”
** Also, go to the TEACHING DIVERSITY main page.

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“Race aside…” and the Limits of American Law

Trayvon MartinFor many reasons this comment has stuck with me most in the aftermath of George Zimmerman’s aquital in Trayvon Martin’s death: “Michael Vick got two and a half years for dog fighting.  George Zimmerman gets nothing for his part in the death of Trayvon Martin.”  Many people have said something like this, and many more have said America’s justice system needs to be reformed.  But how?  Given the very nature of law—as currently conceived—it would take a sea change of monumental proportions, and law cannot ultimately save us anyway.

What occupies much of the legal process is determining what can be “set aside”—what parts of the real life situation one can, or must, weigh more lightly or ignore all together.  Paradoxically, then, law often adjudicates a version of life that sometimes only faintly resembles the original situation.  It does so to retain some measure of “objectivity” or “neutrality”—something even the hard sciences have questioned profoundly for over a century.  When it comes to law, many question this “neutrality” as well. Who seriously believes, for example, that politics and ideology play no part in the Supreme Court, where we regularly speak of conservative vs. liberal?  Of course, each side—especially the conservative side—believes it’s being objective while the other side isn’t.

Law-ColorIt was easier to convict Michael Vick simply because it was easier to actually set “race aside” in his case.  It wasn’t that easy in Trayvon Martin’s.  Most Americans have gone along with the legal decision, however, because putting “race aside” is perhaps the deepest wish of the American people.  I have said many times that Americans would rather talk about anything but race—anything.  “Do you have to bring race into everything?” is our favorite, dismissive question.  Sometimes the question makes sense, though in the U.S. it never makes complete sense because, as many have said, racism is our original sin, something woven into—not just stamped on to—the fabric of our national being from the time of the Pilgrims.

Objectivity, neutrality, colorblindness—these too are woven into the very nature of law, even though critical race theory, daily experience, and the very history of American law itself have so clearly and so often negated such pretenses.  In her essay “The Death of the Profane,” from her 1992 book The Alchemy of Race and Rights, Patricia Williams, James L. Dohr Professor of Law at Columbia, wrote about her anger at not being able to shop in a New York Benneton’s because the store clerk would not buzz her in.  The store clerk was a white teenager.  It was 1:00 p.m., and several white people were shopping in the store.  Professor Williams is black, yet when she submitted her essay on the incident to a law journal and it went through the editing process, each round of editing sought to edit race out—even the fact that she was black.  After fierce debate, she won this last battle, but wrote:

“Law and legal writing aspire to formalized, color-blind, liberal ideals.  Neutrality is the standard for assuring these ideals; yet the adherence to it is often determined by reference to an aesthetic of uniformity, in which difference is simply omitted.  For example, when segregation was eradicated from the American lexicon, its omission led many to actually believe that racism therefore no longer existed.  Race-neutrality in law has become the presumed antidote for race bias in real life.”

RaceTalkWith the election of Barack Obama, many Americans believe—despite absolutely overwhelming evidence from virtually every area of daily life—that we have entered a “post-racial” age.  Behind this is the fervent belief in colorblindness.  In the late 90’s, I presented a diversity plan for a prominent Illinois school district at several community town hall meetings, where I was hit over and over and over again with the bat of colorblindness.*  The swinging of that bat has to stop.  Someday we simply have to look at the evidence—again, it’s overwhelming—and admit color matters.  So far, however, the idea of colorblindness usually prevails, even for many people of color.

For example, at a forum on racial profiling at my own college just a few days ago (July 23, 2013), one panelist, a member of the NAACP national board and an actual A.M.E. church minister—in other words, someone who should have known better—said, “Justice is colorless…A lot of people are emoting about Trayvon Martin. We need to get beyond the emotions.”  Here our cultural wish for colorblindness sanctifies our legal pretense of race-neutrality.

It is “the dream of all liberal men,” James Baldwin wrote, “to join hands and walk together into that dazzling future when there will be no white or black…a dream not at all dishonorable [my emphasis], but, nevertheless, a dream.  For, let us join hands on this mountain as we may, the battle is elsewhere.  It proceeds far from us in the heat and horror and pain of life itself where all men are betrayed by greed and guilt and bloodlust and where no one’s hands are clean.”  In the heat and horror and pain of life itself George Zimmerman confronted Trayvon Martin.  The real battle is there.  And there, you can bet he—like virtually everyone who’s killed an unarmed black man—saw color, even though American law continues to hold to the belief that he didn’t.

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* The diversity plan was for Naperville Community Unit School District 203, Naperville, IL.  Go Here to read more and see the pamphlet mailed to each household in the district.

** Go to the TEACHING DIVERSITY main page, and to an article about the shooting of yet another unarmed black man, Stephon Clark.

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